Post by alabaster on Mar 26, 2011 8:56:54 GMT -5
Alabasterpaw»Female»6 Moons»Apprentice»Riverclan
My name is Alabasterpaw. Though I prefer the name Alabaster. My enemies probably call me things that would make fun of me, such as Alaloserpaw, even though I could've come up with better. I was born a she-cat, and I still am, no matter how much I hate it. I've lived on this hell for the past six moons, always wishing it would end sooner. I am a low-ranking apprentice taking the classes in hunting and fighting, my mentor always wanting me to be the best that I could physically be. No matter how much I whine, I will forever be locked in Riverclan.
Name: Alabasterpaw, unknowing that her name will be Alabasterheart in the future to come.
Gender: She is a female.
Age: Six moons.
Rank: Apprenticeship, even though she doesn't feel as though it's her calling.
Clan: Riverclan.
Mate/crush: She does not have her eyes on anyone.
Role player: Rawr.
Personality:
Alabaster is far from the average apprentice. She does not want to be the best warrior she could possibly strive for. She wishes to be left alone, even though when in a clan, you are always near someone. However, there are many things that she has been successful at hiding from her clanmates, from her parents, even. And they've always been her dirty little secret.
First of all, she's always been, more than a little, insecure. She's never really been the one for smalltalk, either. Alabaster can't keep up a conversation to save her life, therefore, she stays practically silent most of the time, just about unseen, just the way she prefers it. But, that doesn't stop her from going out of her way at times to make those she hates most suffer, and for all you know, you could be that person.
From her past experiences, she has changed. Some ways were more drastic that others, like how her personality practically split into two. That was also when the weirder things in life caught up to her, and she turned away from her family, practically disowning, as she tried to keep the little bit of sanity she had left. She has been to the dark side of the moon and back, many times, and she never did really like it.
With her split personality, came the hallucinations. The strange thing was, that she only hallucinated when she was in her angrier state of mind. She hallucinates a kiwi bird, and normally it's referred to as an it, even though it's name is Kai.
So, as you know, Alabaster's personality split into two. She's got a good side, and a more eviler side. In order for her to switch between the two, certain things have to happen, such as someone pissing her off would make her turn to the eviler side, and vice versa.
When she's turned to the darker side of herself, she is still shy and insecure, but people tend to get under her skin easier. She hallucinates, actually being able to keep up a conversation with the kiwi bird that haunts her. Kai acts as though her conscience, and nothing more, trying to tell Alabaster right from wrong, even though Alabaster tends to lean towards the wronger side. She also tends to be ruder, talking with mainly sarcasm, as if it were her second language.
When she's at the better side of herself, she is annoyingly peppy. Her insecure and shyness slip off like a coat, and she opens up to the world. She's at a loss when in this state, as she tends to be vulnerable. Her hallucinations are gone when you find her like this, and she never stays like this for too long, as there is always something that makes her mad again.
Appearance:
As far as cats go, you'd probably find Alabaster far from nearly insane just based on looks. She actually takes good care of herself, as most of the time she's either out on a walk or trying to release her stress in some way.
Her pelt starts at a base of almost a dirty-ish white. Around her face, at the base of her ears, and her tail, she has tints of orange that make it appear to have a creamier look to it. Going up her legs are dashes of orange, keeping the cream look going until it reaches her back and under-belly. That is where it drops off, leaving a blanket of what looks like freshly fallen snow. Her fur, in all places, is long. Making it hotter in the summer, but lucky as it is also warmer than most in winter.
Her eyes look like two orbs of blue, reflecting the image of the ocean at dark.
History: Alabaster's history is for you to find out.
